No Lament

Putting it all into this intent 

Smoky mist

In it I see my dissent

Only happens in my dreams

Where specters go

Where all things revolve 

Round and round they go

On giant motion

One enormous blur 

In that incantation

I splurge 

Swim around

Paddle onward

Don’t blame me 

I love to indulge 

At times it feels I’m drowning

Gasping for air 

Deeper I’m diving

For in those depths 

Is something I don’t get 

It is truly a mess

Everything is so unkempt 

Yet into the profound I go

Surely I’ll get lost 

Please don’t hold any resent 

In my absence it seems all is down

Just wait a bit 

There will be nothing to lament

To bring you out into this reality

It will be worth the maddening descent.